~ANTM~

Tyra & Yoanna

Above: Currently my favourite photo...oooOOhhh,fainting soon...(too nice!!!)

Have not been blogging for the past few days...was kinda busy cleaning up my house, and busy watching America's Next Top Model...thanks to franco,i get to watched last season's ANTM again...and of coz,he is still downloading the latest ones...it is jz so addictive once you start to watch it...i watched one episode in New Zealand last year,and since then i have fall in love wif it...but too bad,australia is not showing it...but now,wif the improved technology,i get to watch it again...i love Tyra Banks since form 3 and i tink she is really really hot...the woman to be...she is jz drop dead gorgeous!!!!!!!!!i still remember the first time i saw her on magazine the calvin klein ad i guesss...cant rememebr...but she has this milk applied on her lips,and it was so so so sexy...ahhahahhahahaha...she is jz so cool and friendly to all the potential models...last season,Yoanna House won and i really love her as well...she has this sharp features and cool hairstyle...looks a bit like Natalie Imbruglia though...she looks damn cool when she walked for thei D-Squared fashion show...Tyra Banks said Yoanna's face is jz superb and flawless...(i wish i'm like her too...ahahahahahhaha)...but then competition is always cruel...especially when u have this fascinating prizes in front of u...those models are jz sooooo bitchy...the professionals in ANTM once again gave me the impression that backstage people are always the important one...without them helping,the star wont look like a 'real star'...it's really not easy to become a top model...and tyra banks talks about the huge difference between a model and a top model...Tyra and Yoanna raelly rocks...!!!and actually,i've always dream of opening a modelling agency or top entertainment company of my own...=.="""ppl must be laughing ahead now...ahahahahahhaha...but it's true...it's my dream!!!^^

WIll be heading off to Fallscreek to ski this friday...huahuahua...cant wait for that...muzt be realllyyyy cold...and tonight,richie's fren is goin to cook for us...franch cuisine...ahahhahahaha...lamb shack,pastas and mash potatoes i think...ahahahhahahahaha...

~Te Queiro~

Have u ever come across this feeling where u miss someone terribly but knowing that u cant do anything bcoz of this word-'Ego'...??!!just bcoz of the self pride u have in urself,which u tink it is superior to others...but in actual fact,it doesnt makes sense at all...Somtimes u just have to wait and wait and wait to make things happen...can u rely on fate?miracles?coincident?or the magic word should be-Yourself??!!and when nothing happens,are u goin to curse each and everything that walk pass ur life or u are willing to accept the consequences behind it??!!

~Freezing cold~

Currently feeling very satisfied wif the meal i had in Doncaster-Tai Pan...went 'yum cha' just an hour ago wif some friends and i guess it was the earliest yum cha session i had in melbourne...woke up at 8 in the morning and took the bus to doncaster at 10am...it was kinda refreshing to wake up in the freezing cold morning...and the main point is that i'm goin to Tai Pan for yum cha...huahuahua...I guess we were the first customers to arrived and jz sat down and waiting for them to ask us wat dim sum we wan to eat...again,the chef signed on our bill,meaning that we wont be charge for the tea...huahuahua...and this is the first time i took a bus to tai pan...but the ticket is quite expensive i think...daily ticket costs $9.50...and the yum cha bill for today is $20 each...quite expensive,but then we dont do it often so i will forgive myself...huahuahua...

Went to watched 'Monster In-Law' ysterday nite in South Yarra...the happening place...ahahahhahahahha...damn damn damn funny...wonder will i be like the mother if i hav a son...some of the scenes and their dialogues were really interesting...and i tink the mother has this really 'hot' body...and j.lo's butt is still that big and fleshy...but then all her clothes are damn nice la...bfore the movie we went to this Italian restaurant in camberwell-Sofia...very big portion...till i was damn full after the first piece of pizza...saw their gelati ice-cream,quite disgusting actually coz they jz put it in a plastic carry bag...eeWwwwww...cant beat the lygon gelati icecream...then,in the morning,went to Valene's house to helped her...she's now staying wif me...huahuahua...Me,irene and franco sat at the back of the truck...not as comfortable as i thought it would be...quite dizzy samore...but then,took some photos,using crab's camera...which tasmanian devil brought all the way from malaysia back to melbourne for her...huahuahua...

Then i ate this foccacia,at this place called Druids...opposite rmit...i tink it's damn nice le...filled my big stomach up till dinner time...was soooo tired after whole day of activity ysterday...felt dizzy after i sit down quietly in the tram...getting old edi...nowadays i think i nid to sleep early and wake up early...too used to it...suddenly felt that my time in melbourne is getting lesser...after the reminder from crab saying that i only have 12 weeks left in this semester...but there's a lot for me to do in the upcoming weeks...Seems so fast...then,most of them will head back to their country after graduation...cant believe that it's the third year now...woOOOOooo...guess it will be one of the most memorable time in my life...knowing many different friens...some funny,some weird,some extremely crazy,and of coz many close ones...there's so many places for me to go during this semester...Eg: lilydale,cycling,hot air balloon,eat,etccccccccc...and next week i'm goin to Fallscreek to ski.......wahahhahahahahhaha...along wif tas devil,crab and sze sze...cant wait...coz i kno it will be damn tiring...but shld be quite fun...And oso it's getting nearer to our hk trip...it will be reallllllyyyyyy nice and fun coz msot of them are back to hk and i'm sure they will bring us to many many and many places to eat and shop...huahuahua...

ps: pppSsstttt,i saw this red hot chilli pepper blogging bside me now...eeeWwwwW...cOOL...!!!using the same blog site as mine...cher~~~

~Thanks...Amazing Race...Soul mate...New~

Time jz passes sooo fast...i'm back to melb for a week edi...and assignments are piling up each day...last week today was a drag to me...but this week today i'm feeling even more tired...emotionally tired i guess...Neway,knowing the fact that my last class for the weekend is finished,it jz makes me feels good...at least i ahve the weekend to relax...I guess this weekend will be quite busy...

I jz duno wat to say about u,Rise...chatting wif u again makes me feel secured and cared...thx for calling again ya despite your own busy work...i'm flattered by wat u said...ahahhahahaha...are u sure ur sincere about wat u said or not...^^neway,truly makes me feel that this dear fren of mine do care lots bout me...^^jz cant help but waiting to giv u a big hug and smoochHhh on ur face...^^

Oh ya,i beautify my blog today...now i kno why irene can spent so much time on setting up her blog at the very first time...actually i hav no intention at all to spent time on it but then i was sitting in front of my comp and browsing through my flickr etc...and jz automatically starts to add things to it...eh crab,i wana tell u something,i hav my 'visitors counting stats' edi...eh let me be proud a bit k,at least i did something for myself...^^support le a bit of my effort...^^Twins photos jz makes my blog look so nice...full of energy...^^cant help but loving them more...

Had dinner wif franco jz now and we watched a movie about few teenagers...mainly talking about friendship...by all means,i jz love movies revolving around the word 'Friends'...!!!the movie turned out to be quite good...i can feel how deep is their friendship and it touched on how friends can drift apart because of time and some special incidents...i have experienced that bfore in the past but not for now...huahuahua...maybe bcoz last time i was not used to speaking up,always waiting for others to invite me etc...ahahhahahahha... *shy* but definitely not now...then,it was time for my all time fav program-Amazing Race!!!Again,rob and amber was the first pair to arrived at the pitstop...i have to say though they sux in attitude,but they do play smart...and i mean real smart...and the old couple was eliminated...aaWwwwwW...however,i think they are quite satisfied and happy that they were able to stay till tis long,which i nvr expect it at all...and Meredith was so sweet to say that Gretchen is the prettiest woman he ever met,and he's glad that he found his soul mate...how sweet...!!!i wished i can find my soul mate...^^i can see tears in them and also the host eyes...guess next week i'm not goin to miss it...!!!rob and amber will be in trouble,while ron and kelly will be facing a big break down...down to only 3 couples now!!!!!!

I tink lately i'm in love wif the uni's computer coz currently i'm using 'dial-up 56k' at home.....=.="""which annoys me very much...due to the amount of time i nid to wait to load a site...as compared to the one in uni,it jz zoOOmmmsss in...!!!

Tasmanian devil will be moving in tmr...dat means to say from tmr on,i'll be having her sleeping bside me till end of the year...which means to say three girls will be staying together in the apartment...not gonna kno wat will happen,but at the moment,everything's fine...!!!*fingers crossed* Will be helping tas devil to move her stuff tmr morning...and i guess at nite we'll be goin out wif richie and his frens from kl...ahahahhahahaha...i tink we kinda scared them off today...they are twin brother,muz be thinknig wat is wrong wif these girls...damn thick face and crazy...not lady at all...huahuahua...

Currently trying to schedule my upcoming outings wif the gang...

I love u Rise!!!^^

~Beautiful life~

This morning was never the same when i woke up.Anyway,i guess life can be really shitty if you're trying to make things complicated.Chatted with a 'long lost' fren jz now.Coincident or watever,she'll be there whenever i nid someone to talk to.Dear u wont be able to imagine how happy i was when i hear ur voice.But then i hate it u kno,coz u always makes me cry.Believe it or not,i needed that very much today.Thanks for everything,u called at the perfect time and it makes me feels good and loved.Sometimes i'm intimidated by u ok coz u jz understands me more than myself.Wat u said jz now kind of surprised me coz ur not one of those who will say things like whether i'll still rmb u since we're leading different life now etc...I can assure u that no one can replace u ok...sometimes we really dun hav to meet everyday to be regarded as 'best fren'...the most important is that ur always in my heart no matter who comes along at any point...missing u damn lots redi...thx for calling babe...It feels nice when a fren is trying her very best to cheer u up and can sense tht ur not in the mood by jz talking to u for a few minutes.I'm glad that i have u around and the bond between us is still as close eventhough we're not seeing each other that often...Neway,wat more can i ask for when u have frens standing bside u and giv their full support to u...thx~~~friends are really one of my most important assetts...

Neway,today's class was not bad...comm law makes me feel professional...and definitely i nid to put lots of effort in this subject...orelse i tink i'll fail it...Class finished at around 2pm and wats more happier than chatting wif my dear crab again...we jz sat down and crap bout everything for almost 2 hours...it's hard to believe both of us hav this extra time to sit down during uni days to chat...thx for ur company la...as i've mentioned bfore,u nvr fail to makes me laugh and my toes giggle...^^

Currently in the state of cursing myself for being stubborn and making stupid decisions to hurt two hearts.But,knowing myself very well,i'll not do anything no matter how painful i feel now.I'll have to see how fate arrange it. :)

My 1st day of class...

Woke up quite early today coz there's no more free mondays for me now...have only one class at 9.30 every monday...only for an hour...=.=""" damn sien ok wake up early and only attend one class...but then,come to think about it,it's quite ok coz at least i'm awake and i have the rest of the day for homework,outings,eating...etc...i must enjoy this semester to the max!!!

Goals to-be achieved for this semester:

1. complete work on time!
2. no more dragging to the last minute!
3. work hard,and hard,and hard!

HUAHUAHUAHUAHUAHUAHUA...!!!

The first weekend since my return to melbourne was not bad...Saturday,as usual,woke up for lunch and went around to add things to my new house...then,at nite was dinner time wif the gang again...in franco's house...cooked porridge and meehoon,as usual,laughed non-stop but then i stayed at his house till around 3am...coz we were singing k non-stop,guess one of our singing vains is trying to show off...and lately,i'm so into ronald cheng's latest song-'Jerk'...ahahahhahahahha...damn damn damn nice ok...then,on sunday,guess wat?!!!I bumped into Jamie!!!ahhahahahahahhaha...after 3 years i guess...can't believe i'll see her here,though i kno she's in melb for hols,but didnt expect to see her in chinatown...damn happy la,the feeling of bumping into a friend...she's still as cute and crazy...ahahahhahahaha...

cc is goin to redang today...wish i can go wif him as well...sigh,i jz love tripping in couples...he's really darn funny and cuddly lately...i wana see him right in front of me now!!!*stop dreaming*!!!

gen told me bout her hk trip la...she love it a lot man...i'm damn looking forward la...i wish i can go wif u la dear...then we can go shop and eat together...and go buy twins stuff together...ahahhaha...together wif mich as well...huahuahua...miss u la...take care in china ok...

Bumped into '2 days-have hope' in the comp lab jz now...coz i'm trying to finish up my pr work which i missed last week...knowing that i'm not going to concentrate well at home...once i walked into the lab,i saw this pinky long sleeve top girl...ahahhahahahahha...for sure i recognised that it's you la...samore ur seeing other ppl's blog...true enough,once i see her i'll laugh and laugh...sometimes when u feels dull,u jz wan someone to be there to crap and laugh around...and seriously,my fren '2 days-have hope' always has this ability to cheer me up...though i've been scolding u,but not on purpose ok...jz for fun...jz wan to have the feel of 'in-control' once in a while^^And there isn't a day that goes by where i never wanna hug you. LOL!!

Anonymous: Are u crazy,for sure the greenie adidas worth more than '2 days-have hope'...(WAUAUAUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA)...

2 days-have hope: *feeling damn pissed off* and heart-broken...(fling off her hands immediately)...i dun wan,i dun wan to tok to u already!!!(wif her all-time favourite unique tone and facial expression when delivering this phrase...i'm lovin' it!!!)

Krystal: Wehhhhhhh...u cannto say like that ok,anonymous...thats not true at all!!!My crappy crab is priceless to me ok...she nvr fail to make me laugh,one and only 'sting-crab' in the world...!!!

*wink* hugS and bunch of kisseS...

ps: just cant stop smiling when i think of how u ask me not to get angry...^^

ps: and thx to irene,coz she reminded me that my face is getting bigger than my body...so,i nid to thank her for warning me,jz in case she 'thought' i didnt notice that...THANKS!

~Back~

Finally i'm back to my melbourne home...But it was not as happy as i thought it would be nor as looking forward as i expect it to be...Maybe it's just a matter of time and adjustment...No matter wat,home sweet home is always the best and keep in mind the person u love is back home...that's wat makes me miss home so much...Surprisingly,mum did not cry when i left yesterday...coz out of 10 times,she'll cry for sure at least 8 times...but yesterday in the airport,she was like chasing me off...ahahhahahha...good that she's not crying...but oso makes me felt sad and worried that she'll be alone again coz dad is always busy...can see that besides going to work,she basically just stay at home quite often...i jz sat on my bed for so long till i'm forced to leave by my mum...my room in kl jz reminds me of so many things...

Neway,arrived quite early this morning but the highway jam was a nightmare...was stucked in the car for more than an hour before reaching home...the taxi driver was like keep on cursing every car throughout the jam...anyway,weather is jz so damn cold...was so tired when i reached home but i did not go straight to bed...huahuahua...coz i pack up my stuff for a while jz to feel less guilty...huahuahua...slept for few hours but then in between thre's so many phone calls and messages...annoying...!!!

Though i'm not too into my happy mood yet but when i saw the gang of melbourne frens during lunch time,makes me feels good!!!especially when i saw my red hot chilli pepper dear crab wif her usual cunning cunt face heading towards me,it really makes me feels good...hhahahhahaha...cant believe time really passes damn fast...one month ago i was like waiting and waiting when to come back to melb,but one month later,here we are hugging each other as tight as we could...ahahhahahahaha...actually i'm the one with the strength only...huahuahua...but then i really hope that i can stay back in kl for a longer period...the word stubborn really taught me a lot this few days...

Rainy rainy day today which makes the weather even colder and wet...oooHHHhhhh...tasmanian devil was so nice to help me to unpack some of my stuff...orelse i will take ages to tidy them...love her bracelet very much although i alraedy have many on my hand...but then,still i'll wear it coz i guess i really do have a passion over bracelet...thank you ya val...my housemate to be...thanks for helping me out as well...can see that she's a really caring person...can do anything for frens...^^

Oh ya,i have to mention the creativity of Bf,Fbi and Pr for buying me a very unique present...till i din expect it at all...ahahhahahahha...great!!!and thanks again la crappy crab,for buying me a nice arse...sorry for not noticing it earlier...but then,i love it...as nice as ur big arse...!!!*huggSsss* *love u most* (replacement...ahahahahahhahahahahaHAHAHAHHAHAHA...for sure u wana hit me agian la...hohoho~~~)

Touched~~~

Just felt that i should write an entry to thank my frens here coz i'm really feeling touched about wat they did...Seriously,i dun think i took the effort to actually meet up wif even the closest frens...and most of my time were spent wif cc...moreover,before i came home,i was like asking and promising frens that i'll look for them and meet up for sure...but then,again,i didnt...but they are so thoughtful and nice to make the effort to come to my house and meet up even for a short while...i really appreciate that...coz a fren told me bfore that,she wont take the time to meet up or even go to the person's house if she think it's not worth it or no topic to talk about at all...and i can see that she took the effort to come to my house etc...i'm really pleased ok...now that i'm leaving on wed,frens are calling and trying to arrange a time to meet up...instead of asking me out,all are jz so thoughtful to say that they'll come to my house instead...coz most of them kno that few days bfore i go back i'll usually stay at home wif parents...i really have to say thank you to u guys...wat more can i say by having frens like u all...there's no need to mention who they are,as long as i kno who i'm talking about...i felt damn bad coz sometimes i've been saying we are not catching up much enough,but in the end i'm the one spending most of my time wif the 'fei lou'...but then u guys understand me and just want to let u all kno that i'm not forgetting wat u guys have done...especially this trip i can see that frens which i nvr expect to see actually called and came to meet up...will be there whenever u all nid a pair of ears to listen to...^^wat more can i ask for wif a bunch of nice frens around...*Touched*

*MuaccKKsssss*

Arigatou grandfather and his daughter-my mum

WAAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA...I have to thank my 'pau' maker@ inch grandfather and my damn 'pro' mum coz they bought me this shoe which i wanted since i came back...huahuahua...both of them paid half of it and here i have a new shoe...have not been buying shoes for long...WOOhOOOOO...

Went to get soup pack and related stuff today wif mum coz it's time to go back soon...everytime i goes back,i'll be like buying loads of stuff and reloading things in melb house...soup pack,spices,....and this time bought some pans,hand towel as requested by dear crab,some sort of hanger to hang towels,steam dish etc...hohohohoho...my mum say she jjz dun understand why i have so much to buy back...

Supposed to see cc later but then i tink i'll see him tmr coz too lazy to go out...will wake him up early in the morning and he said he'll not be late...which i doubt...(eh crab,dun tink of those xxxxx stuff ok...)

Waiting to go for dinner la...but my mum jz lie on the bed and say later...damn abd la..when she's hungry then she wana rush us...nw i'm hungry then she say wait la...so fat edi still wana eat eat eat only...damn bad la...always say i'm fat ok...but then i admit it la...so so so??!!lululululu~~~lalalalala~~~not as fat as cc mah can lor...huahuahua...but fat oso muz be as cute as him...huahuahua...(ppl are goin to vomit when they see this)...he's been saying why i write so much in the blog and let other ppl see it...tak romantik betul la dia...!!!samore say why i write myself fud hao...wahhahahahaha...but then in his heart sure he damn syok la coz he saw how i write about him and say i love him those crap...ahahahhahaha...'song' a bit oso la in his heart...

My grandfather and his 'pau'...~~~

Yesterday nite we went to mum's hotel to try out the trial steamboat coz mum came up wif this idea to promote the tradisional steamboat...not nice oso...wahahahhahahahha...so they have to work extra hard to make it better...then,went to the hotel's pub to wait for my mum...everytime she step into the hotel,it will take her an hour bfore goin home...played pool wif my father and drank beer wif him...dun play play k,this old man father of mine can play a bit oso ok...

Then,today went to look out for some shoes...currently waiting to buy one pair...hope i can get it...must 'wat' my mum to buy bfore i ciao...then,went to facial again...damn fud hao ok...and this time the girl who helped me to do was quite nice...she massage me till i slept ok...snore a bit samore...but then i pretend i was having a cold and sneeze...wahahhahahahaha...damn embarrasing...

The highlight of the day was that my mum told me that my grandfather's 'pau' was so famous that it was being write up in the newspaper...eh,feature article ok...but then my grandfather was so 'inch' that he rejected the reporter's interview when he was asked to do so coz he say he nid to do business...so the reporter jz took his photos and asked him questions while he's selling...samore he say his 'pau' has no secret recipe or watever...he jz learnt it himself at home...eh,my grandfather have a bit of face oso k...i laugh damn loud when my mum told me that...he say dun wan to be published only,but then when the article came out,he mah still cut up and show to my mum and aunty and tell everyone...everyone has a copy now...old sitll wan face oso la...so i mah pretend a bit and stole his yam dumpling to eat...huahuahuahua...

~Lately dam 'fud hao'~^^

Woke up early in the morning today coz nid to follow mum to office coz had an appointment to do my hair today...cant stand my mum la...she jz love to match herself from head to toes...today everything is in purple...from bag la,fon la,necklace la,shoe la,perfume la...etc...all PURPLE...!!!samore say i'm jz jealous of her having so nice things...=.="""PLEASE!!!went to her hotel and ate breakfast...buffet plus clubhouse sandwich...ahahahhahahaha...wif omelette samore...fat till i cant believe...^^

then,went to update my grads card etc...and checked my enrich points...currently i hav 27000 points...and will expire in year 2007...am thinking whether i should keep accumulating the points for a free ticket or upgrade my seat to business class...wahahhahahaha...i nid another 25000 points for a free ticket...=.="""and i realised that for the 2.5 years in melb,i have come back to kl for 10 times(through and flow)...wahhahahahahahha...

then,at nite we went to selayang for dinner...damn nice prawns,fish,fried rice and beancurd...!!!Exquisite!!!!!!!!!!then,went to sungei wang to buy some shoes...but then,end up piercing my ear again...actually i wanted to pierce for long,jz thiknig whether i should or not...in the end,i did!!!hahahahhaha...no fear at all as compared to my first time...felt damn syok samore...^^

damn fud hao rite...dye hair and pierce ears...eeeeEEee...cant stand...

heard one of twins new song today...it's not a very special song but i jz love the way they sing it and the melody...their singing are jz normal but gave me a very deep feeling...samore eysterday nite i dreamt bout ar sa again...huawahahahahhahaha...

~Chickey Pie~

Woke up early in the morning today...5.30am...coz it's a big daY...huahuahua...actually we need to enrol for classes today thats y i have to get up early so that i can enorl into the classes i wanted...coz the last time was like so congested and took so long to complete the enrol session...but then,i'm very happy about my timetable and i tink rmit improved their system coz this time it took me less than 15 mins to finish and it started on time...then,of coz i went back to sleep...mum went to the market to buy breakfast i requested for : Nasi lemak + sotong...huahuahauhua...luckily she didnt ask me to go along since i'm half awake...huahuahua...

Went to mid valley wif cc and tiff in the afternoon...we went to Dome for their famous chicken pie...as it's highly recommended by my dear button...and true enough,i understand why she used to save so much money for the pie...even cc said it's very nice...hahahhahaha...though expensive,but worth it...eh button,we have a new topic edi when i come back...then,cc went to the fitness center to continue his muscle building plan and the girls went to shop around...spent lots of money today buying stuff,for friends...not my myself... =.=""" sigh...most important thing is that they like it...and gimme a bear hug will do...^^hohoho~~~

Had my dinner jz now...ate a lot..then after 10 minutes,i ate the durian cake brought back from my mum's hotel...DAMN NICE!!!made from fresh durian...then,i still feel hungry ok...asked my mum to cook the korean noodle for me...and she added those fish balls,mushroom etc...YER...!!!damn nice la...~~~samore she say i'm terrible coz eat so much...and say i'm alrady not pretty,still wana grow fat then no one wants me edi...eeEEeeee...and the idiot cc say,"u dun eat so much la...eat fries,then wana eat fish ball...then now wana eat ice cream..."he's complaining oso la...nvr look at his own weight,i havent complain oso...but wat to do...i still finish the whole bowl of noodle plus the soup...huahuahuahua...dai lei mou dak sik...^^the potential of my face getting bigger is very obvious...so?so?so?so i mah continue eating lor...

7 days to go and counting...

Nine days to go... :'(

I guess i'm starting to enjoy the two person outing as it gets closer for me to go back to melb...Went to mid valley wif cc today and we jz took our time and look at every single thing eventhough it has nothing to do wif us...Which of coz left me wif sweet memories...Andi tink he is quite determine to reduce his weight coz today he finally sign up the California Fitness package and will start working out...I really want to mention what the trainer said about him coz it's darn funny(nothing bad,nothing bad)...but no matter how,he's still my beloved boy,so i cant reveal his secret to the public...huahuahauhuahua...but trust me,it's raelly funny!!!he really never fails to leave me wif funny incidents and jokes...But then,we were in the center for almost two hours,wif me waiting and listening to wat they said,and some of his friends joined as well...but the fitness center is really damn nice la...wif all jackie chan's posters etc...and the trainer there are really really cool and has nice body shape...nothingelse except for MUSCLE...!!!oooooOOhhh,i like it...!!!

+ oil, + oil mr. ho

...i think u'll be able to be as fit,coz the trainer said he alraedy has the figure and shape,the only thing is to reduce FATS...wahahahahhahaHOHOHOHOHO...~~~eh dun play play k,our friend here have muscles as well...ooOOOooohhh...Sexy baby...!!!jz cant stop saying i love him everytime i see how hard he try to make himself more handsome... =.="""

but i'm leaving soon,time flies man...why am i realising it so late??!!but then it's not that i'm not going to come back...but somehow,it's really hard to avoid this kind of feelings...i kno i'll be damn down when i reach melbourne...coz i'll be missing this 'fei lou' deeply...plus and minus,i think the time we can spend together is less than seven days...need to accomp parents and all...=.="""

Pain and more...~~~

Was not able to sleep at all last night coz my right wrist is really damn painful...pain till i cant get any sleep at all..cant even wear my pants or wipe myself when i go to the washroom...and this morning,it's a pain in the arse when i tried to bathe and brush my teeth...was damn scared that i nid to cut off my hand...hahahhahahaha...but then after some massage and all,it's better now...since i can still blog an entry here...slightly better...

Went all the way to this place call tanjung Sepat to eat this morning...all bcoz my mum wants to eat fishball and crab...=.=...and my dad,sigh,jz love driving...it took us almost two hours to reach there...=.="""and after lunchmthey still want to hang around there to buy fishball,beancurd etc...walau eh...!!!damn hot ok...samore we discover this place where they grow dragon fruit...as usual,my mum sure bought a lot and bring back to show off to her friends...

Went to cut and dye my hair today,i was not suppose to do so but then i jz cant stand it...so i cut it shorter...only to realised that it's kinda short...anyway,will grow back soon...and got a free hair treatment from the hairdresser...coz he's 'member',and my mum's godson...huahauhua...gays are hard to understand...then,went to have dinner in Wasabi...my all time fav. jap. restaurant...wawawawawa...

And bought lots of household stuff for my house in melb...kuali la,chopsticks la,lader la etc...mum said it's better to spend few hundreds here rather than spending the same amount there...since i dun tink i have much to bring back this time...

Counting counting...I"m actually going home realy soon... :( ...

Damn,wrist pain again...

Satisfied??!!

My friend from uk left yesterday only to realised that i've been back for two weeks...duno whether it's consider fast or slow...but definitely not as much excitement as i thought it would be.Maybe bcoz i din really put much effort to enjoy,jz hope that for the rest of the 12 days,i'll enjoy my fun time wif cc so that i wont feel regret when i return to melbourne...Guess deep inside my heart,i actually miss him a lot,coz at first i thought i have overcome this sort of missing thing after so many years...But i guess the fact that i'm goin to miss him a lot is becoming obvious as it gets closer to the end of my holiday...

Neway,went to cc's friend 21st bday party yesterday...her house is so so so big and the food are nice...i jz love the fried chicken and nasi brayani...huhuhuhuhu...imagine her house can fit around 200 people,and that determines how important is a 21st birthday to people...actually it's kinda boring coz i dont really kno cc's friend,but then his friends are really funny and nice...as usual,they jz love to make fun of cc and have this debate session...Oh and yesterday i finally saw tiff and ar san...they came to my house and i jz cant help but hugged them...finally!!!and they saw my dear crab's birthday video and laughed and laughed...guess they cant imagine that is how me and my friends communicate in melbourne...

Then,cc and i went to mid valley to buy the girl's birthday present...it's like we are shopping for a wedding gift and i have to say the way cc choose present is jz so so funny...i tink that's the first time both of us choose a present together...

Today,it's those family dinner time...went all the way to this place call hulu langat to eat...i tink almost 20 of us went and it's really really nice...those fresh fish and their pork belly wif salted fish = YUM YUM!!!sometimes it's really nice to hang out wif those aunties and uncles and they will start to ask u about ur bf thingy and comment on how thin or fat u are...they said im thin,which i totally disagree upon...the way they talk to u is jz so funny and quite smart of them to twist and turn u to answer their questions...But it's kinda sad coz poh poh passed away this april...and i thought i can stills ee her this trip...the last time i saw her was in february and bfore i left,i still told her that i'll see u in june ok,and i'll bring my boyfriend along jz for you to see...she was like laughing happily and hugged me tightly...she's a different type of poh poh coz she is so so open-minded and always encourage me to have a bf and asked me to go out more to kno guys...sigh,we all jz love her!!!dinner was different without her around...

Right now i can feel that my right wrist is damn painful coz i sprained it jz now...so hard to type and cant even open the door knob...i tink i have no enough calcium coz my bones are always weak and easily hurt...PAIN!!!