~Over~

It hurts when u know u have that 'something' to tell someone u love but is not able to say so for some sake reasons...The words are already at the tip of your mouth,but still something just holds you back from saying...And true enough,sometimes you jsut feel like hiding yourself jsut to avoid ppl seeing u cry out loud...how pathetic can that be?!?

It's funny how sometimes you are surrounded by loads of friends,laughing together,but once the laughter stops,everything just turns back to normal...Surrounded by friends but still they cant beat this word deep inside your heart-"Loneliness"...lonely not bcoz there's no friends around u...feeling lonely is bcoz the company bside u is just not the one u really wanted it to be...the most hurting part is when the companion u really need is not bside u...and it's far more worst when u kno the companion u nid misunderstands u...and thought that u are not putting him in your heart anymore...end up doing something to hurt himself...What if u see someone u really care about acting cool on u?And i duno why i'm doing this since i understand how it feels...since when i turned into a cold-hearted person...wat people see is the cold side of u,but wat they have yet to find out is that you're actually crying hard inside...

Really need a clear conscience to think now...been in blur case since...i dun even kno when it started...need a day to release my mind and myself...

Don't ever complain or regret when u urself have actually choose 'Game Over' instead of 'Continuing'...