I need to say...
As mentioned before,the atmosphere of people leaving soon is getting stronger until I felt hard to believe everytime i think of it.I guess I just need to post this entry after reading June's and Franco's entry.Through their entries,I can feel how much and deep they feel for their friends and the word 'separation' is just too harsh for neither one of us to experience.My heart will break into pieces everytime i come across scenarios like that.
Sometimes I just hate to mention things like who's leaving,and who's not going to see who in the future etc...It's jsut a way to avoid those unwanted issues.But I guess I do need to mention about it now since playing with words is just the simplest and most direct way to express your missing towards a person.
Things was never the same from the moment I made my decision.Yes,going home is of coz a looking forward thing to me coz it means I'll get to see cc real soon*Wink*. But the most heart broken part was when you see the pair of eyes saying:"I'm gonna really miss you." All I can do is to hug you as tight as i could and say:"Me too." Really,I've never had this kind of feeling before,and you did make a difference to that.You almost made me cry that day.From your reaction,I knew instantly you are one of those that will not go away.Adds to it,you really looked damn vulnerable and looks like people in need of tender loving care since then.
Sometimes it's really the environment that makes people feel so deep about something.The other day i was on the tram and as the people and cars,and the streets passed by,suddenly i felt so close to this place where i've been living for almost 3 years.Instantly i felt like crying.It reminded me of my first day in Melbourne,the scenarios of my foundation mates queing to register for class,for that was the first time all of us met.And guess what,all of us have been friends since then and the person who accompanied throughout this 3 years was Franco(bitch of the century was the name we used to address each other for 3 years).Never thought that he will become my first really close guy friend.We'll still be seeing each other for at least half a year,i really can't imagine how would it be like when i'm leaving melbourne for good.
I knew instantly that things will never be the same from the moment i board the plane this time.But it definitely has to go on.I guess what everyone needs to do now is stop counting down how many days more left etc.It's not New Years' Eve or Christmas time.All it does is add salts to the wound.Enjoy the time left with your friends and leave down as many memories as you can with them.Eg:Take loads of photos.At least you have the photos to cry and reminisce about when you miss this special friend.Show them to your grandchildren and tell them proudly:"Hey,that's po po's uni life...Look at all the cool friends I have!!!"
Currently:The heavy rain outside has cover up the shower of tears in my heart recently...
Sometimes I just hate to mention things like who's leaving,and who's not going to see who in the future etc...It's jsut a way to avoid those unwanted issues.But I guess I do need to mention about it now since playing with words is just the simplest and most direct way to express your missing towards a person.
Things was never the same from the moment I made my decision.Yes,going home is of coz a looking forward thing to me coz it means I'll get to see cc real soon*Wink*. But the most heart broken part was when you see the pair of eyes saying:"I'm gonna really miss you." All I can do is to hug you as tight as i could and say:"Me too." Really,I've never had this kind of feeling before,and you did make a difference to that.You almost made me cry that day.From your reaction,I knew instantly you are one of those that will not go away.Adds to it,you really looked damn vulnerable and looks like people in need of tender loving care since then.
Sometimes it's really the environment that makes people feel so deep about something.The other day i was on the tram and as the people and cars,and the streets passed by,suddenly i felt so close to this place where i've been living for almost 3 years.Instantly i felt like crying.It reminded me of my first day in Melbourne,the scenarios of my foundation mates queing to register for class,for that was the first time all of us met.And guess what,all of us have been friends since then and the person who accompanied throughout this 3 years was Franco(bitch of the century was the name we used to address each other for 3 years).Never thought that he will become my first really close guy friend.We'll still be seeing each other for at least half a year,i really can't imagine how would it be like when i'm leaving melbourne for good.
I knew instantly that things will never be the same from the moment i board the plane this time.But it definitely has to go on.I guess what everyone needs to do now is stop counting down how many days more left etc.It's not New Years' Eve or Christmas time.All it does is add salts to the wound.Enjoy the time left with your friends and leave down as many memories as you can with them.Eg:Take loads of photos.At least you have the photos to cry and reminisce about when you miss this special friend.Show them to your grandchildren and tell them proudly:"Hey,that's po po's uni life...Look at all the cool friends I have!!!"
Currently:The heavy rain outside has cover up the shower of tears in my heart recently...
posted by Krystal at 9:30 PM
1 Comments:
Yes, it will never be the same again after u board this plane. But dear, at least we had it & always remember US. :) Words cannot describe my love for u n my current feelings.. esp everytime i see u! *muacks*
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