Sudden thoughts...
I recall all the past memories and things me and my friends used to do when i was still the silly-willy girl...at the age of between 13-17 i guess...the after argue 'silence' will only remain for less than 10 minutes,and all of us will go back to our usual talking terms...and in a way,i guess i'm quite dependant on them...used to have them helping me in all sorts of things etc...and how we always fantasise about our ideal guy etc...
It was from them i realised how important it is to appreciate friends,and it's also bcoz of them i cry...i laugh...and i treasure...from the first day i arrived to melbourne till now,this particular group photo taken on the day i left for melb is still lying on my table...and realised how much we all have grown and can't help but keep thinking of the day i left-22/2/2003...that was the hardest cry and deepest sad...and i can't imagine i can make it to today...
Also,i guess yterday was the strongest wind i've ever come across in melbourne...duno how many peoples wig hav been blown off by this super duper strong wind...and it was also bcoz of this wind,i realised how much i needed a hug from the person i love...there were this few couples on the street...all the guys were hugging their girl as tight as possible,and try to block the wind for them...i tink it's really sweet,but i can feel the 'sour' in my heart when i saw them...and all of a sudden i realised a simple hug just beats a thousand words...whether it's from a friend or more effective is of coz from the person u love the most...
Sometimes it's really stupid to hide ur feelings and have the egotism as the barrier to open up urself...I guess we really don't have to hide our true feelings or feel shy to express...nobody knos wat will happen tomorrow...a simple 'thank you' to show appreciation is nvr too much...tell your friends that you love them and you'll give your full support regardless of anything...and i guess only true friends will stand by you closely without asking much when ur feeling shitty and in doubt of urself...my heart beats really fast when i see my close friends... =) ...that is how i determine who are my close friends...^^weird huh...
Thank you friends...Some of you really gave me your full support from the first day till now...I really appreciate it!