The precious one

Currently I'm feeling really loved by someone who I treasure as much and love the same way as the person does.Have you ever felt so pampered by this special someone who is as excited as you when she sees that you're happy?Your day is like her day.

I was so darn touched when I heard her saying this is the day I've been waiting for and I've been doing it for months.Having late nights and put away everything just to wait for this day to come.I was given this special gift from a friend for my birthday present yesterday.I have no idea she's secretly making it for months and I have to say the present is my best birthday present for the past 21 years."A gift made out of effort can enver compare to something that can be bought with money."I can see through her eyes that she really treasure our friendship very much and without having me to say,I treasured her as much!!!She already established a VIP status in my heart and I knew instantly she's not one of those that will go away.You were always there regardless of small,big and of coz significant event.

I read each and every word you wrote and I'm really impressed and touched by yr good memory and detailed feelings.Knowing you,you'll only choose to remember things that you want to.I'm happy to be a part of it.True enough,it felt as though you're beside me when I was reading it.How cool can that be when we have reach the stage where you don't have to be physically there for me to feel special.That's what I call true friends.Thank you for the 200%effort in making my 21st an extra extra special one.You just know how to make my day.(Likewise^^)Having you beside me is more than enough to make my day.You made me feel special,pampered,precious and remembered!Thanks for giving me this extraordinary feeling and privilege.

The best has come...^^*Wink*^^

Birthday Muffins

The after birthday party effect is still staying...

Yesterday was the screening for our short film.As usual,most of us attended and after months of hard work,finally we see the results and that was what I've been looking forward to.Sometimes I can't believe that I actually know how to produce a film,eventhough it's a short one and a really amateur one.Of coz,the success of it gathered the hard work and time of all members.

In total,I think there's more than 15 short films.Ours was scheduled towards the end,which adds to my nerves coz the others look so professional.I'm impressed that 2 years of tv production did teach me much about producing and editing.And it's of coz my favorite subject of all.This will be my last production and I'm so gonna miss it.Our short film 'True Identities' finally appeared and I'm really happy about it eventhough it's obvious that we still need to touch up.I personally love the ending.The song itself adds so much to it.I've been listening to the song over and over again and the scenes just keeps appearing in my mind.

Met up with Haw Chuan,Chit Wai and Joseph for lunch today at South Yarra.Had some great talks about Chit Wai's bungee jump,snorkelling,canoeing and other activities.You name it,he play it!!!He jsut love challenge.Expected it to be a quite interesting meet up,but what i didn't expect was yet another birthday song and celebration.Haw Chuan baked 11 muffins as birthday cake and there goes my third birthday song.He's the first guy to bake something for me.I have to say the feeling is kinda different.Thanks for the effort and creativity,Hawch^^!

My 21st Birthday

My once in a lifetime 21 year old celebration turned out to be a really special and unforgettable day for me!I am touched.I am too happy.And I am feeling too loved and pampered by my friends!This birthday is definitely one of my best and most unforgettable celebration..*double WINK*I can still feel the level of excitement when I'm typing now.Looking at all the things in front of me...

Danger:Readers might have the risk of getting tired eyes after reading this entry.Because it's a really long one!!!But I have to spell out everything in detail.Read at your own risk!!!

Kicked off with a nice dinner at South Yarra on Monday with the whole gang.Thanks to all of them as some were really sweet and nice to attend the dinner,left aside their assignments and high fever.Was really touched when they brought out the cake and Val arrived just on time.This girl came late and all of us was wondering what happened to her.Guess what?!!She went around to look for flowers and there I go,my first bouquet of roses this year.Awwww,isn't she sweet??Thanks ya dear!After the dinner,we(Sze,Richie,Val,Irene and Franco) went to 'Cookie' for a drink.It's actually one of my fav bars in Melbourne.Anyway,we ordered a few types of cocktail from this very hot guy(I think),and spent time chatting and playing around for 2 hours.I was alreay half-sober by the time we reached home.It was around 11.30 and they count down to 12 am and *YAY* All of them wished me by lying on top of me-Pancake Stack!That's the heaviest pancake stack i've ever experienced.But anyway,Thank You Guys!!!

The fun continues...

Yesterday,whichwas the actual day of my birthday,woke up quite early coz Irene asked me out for breakfast.Just before that,Val left early for work and when I woke up,i saw all this small notes aorund the house asking me to collect all 21 pieces of notes.Again,it's from Val.She wrote some message on every piece of paper and it comes up to 21 pieces.Nice!But till now,I only have 12 pieces with me,9 more hiding around the house.Then,Irene came right on the dot and I saw her holding a bouquet of flowers and a box of chocolate in her hand.Honestly,I din know what to say.All I can do is to give her a real tight hug.Had a warm and nice bacon and egg breakfast with her and spent the rest of the hours taking photos and visited one of the catholic church in Melbourne,which we wanted to go for long.Sometimes,you just don't need to think of extra interesting activities to make the day happier or so.All u need is a good company beside.Then,went back to the city at around 1.30 to meet up with Franco and Sze coz they were having this secretive plan to bring me to somewhere.True enough,we came to this special cafe with lots of antiques in it.Nice environment with great friends,but not the waitress definitely...Walked around for a little while and headed back to the city to buy food for dinner at Franco's house.It's a hot pot feast!!!huahuahua...

All of us were so tired but still they were sweet enough to prepare everything without having me to worry about.I went back home to sleep until they called and allowed me to go up to his house.I knew something was going to happen because that was what we did for Irene's bday,but trust me,no matter how much u know there will be a surprise,u won't be able to guess it right.

When I opened the door and walked in,with all the background music,the place looked different.I saw all this old photos of mine sticked on the wall all the way from the entrance to the end of the corridor.I saw my most lame photos right up to my latest photos with the gang.Can't believe they even put chuan's and my photo in.The house was decorated with balloons,banners and crepe papers.Our pretty Sze bought me a champagne coz she said it's necessary for me to pop the champagne.WooHoooo...And she even make her own cocktail for us.I used to not like to talk about the pressies I received coz I think it's personal,but for this year,I really have to spell each and everything out.Coz I'm really tooo touched by what they did for me!!!

Enjoyed the hot pot so much and after that,it's the highlight of the day turn.I was told to sit down queitly and listen to Franco's speech.He wished me and said lotsa funny stuff.He calls it a ceremony.After blowing the candle and cut the cake,the fun begins.The first surprise was Val's piggy card!!!She took the time and effort to make a real big piggy card with their wishes on.It's really creative and I definitely love it!!!

Then,it was Irene's turn to give me the present on behalf of the gang.It was something I wanted for years-Swarovski Puzzle Piece.I was damn stunned when i saw it coz i din expect them to buy this present.I thought that's the end, but NO!!!You thought it will be so simple??!!NO!!!They just won't let me breathe and wont let the surprises stop.I was already very touched by their present,but when Franco took out this present and said it was from Josephine(my foundation friend + idol of mine),I nearly cried.Coz she's a busy girl,but still she took the time to meet up with Franco to passed him the pressie.And Franco as well is so busy with his own assignments,still he squeezed his time for me.

Then,he continued by taking out another present.And this time,he said it was from the two most important people in my list...Scratching my head to think who...I can't believe it when he said it was from chee chuan and his sister michelle.He actually contacted both of them and asked discussed with them to do something for me.It's a card made by chuan and michelle and Franco printed it off.I cried,but of coz no one noticed it coz i was keeping my head down,controlling all my tears.I was really really touched!!!They are still trying to test my ability to hold back my tears.

The last surprise was this cd they made for me.What's so special about this cd?VERY SPECIAL!!!Coz each of them sang a song and they recorded in it.The singers are namely: Franco,Cookie,Scoty,Yakult,Miuky,Richie and the very cool guitarist Nelson.Each of them sang a song for me,of coz one of the songs was by Twins...ahahhahaha...Franco and Nelson even changed the lyrics.And damn it,the songs are damn touching.I don't even dare to look straight into their eyes when they were playing the song,i think i'll cry out loud.Last but not least,thank you Sze for making the mango pudding...It's superbly nice!!!

That's the end of my birthday report.I felt so loved and pampered!!!You all make a difference to this special day and i can't think of a word to describe how touched i felt!!!Just in case you want to know,I nvr once felt like crying on my birthday except for this year...I'm still in yesterday's damn high feeling.And i'm proud to say i have a bunch of super duper loving and happening friends!!!It will definitely be my best birthdays!!!

A million dollar present cannot beat the presents I received yesterday.The cards,the efforts,the cd...and most of all,the FRIENDS i have!!!There's no reason for me to ask for more when I already have all this great friends standing beside me whenever i need them...

Melted heart...

Have you ever wonder how amazing it feels when someone is able to melt your heart?I've been experiencing this superb feeling this two days.Right now,I'm indulged by this feeling.By looking at their killing smiles and gestures just melts my heart straight away.Everytime when I'm feeling really strengthless and tired,all I have to do is look at them and I'll be recharged.

I'm really into the people who can melts my heart.Regardless of friends or watever,I'll be all down once I feel the melting in process.Or actually another way to describe is the sense of touched by someone.Touched by the things they did for u.Don't you think 'they' are the two best feelings ever created??!!

Currently: *Eyes Rolling* Wondering whether the things that i do have ever melt any of my friends heart before? *Eyes continue to roll*

I need to say...

As mentioned before,the atmosphere of people leaving soon is getting stronger until I felt hard to believe everytime i think of it.I guess I just need to post this entry after reading June's and Franco's entry.Through their entries,I can feel how much and deep they feel for their friends and the word 'separation' is just too harsh for neither one of us to experience.My heart will break into pieces everytime i come across scenarios like that.

Sometimes I just hate to mention things like who's leaving,and who's not going to see who in the future etc...It's jsut a way to avoid those unwanted issues.But I guess I do need to mention about it now since playing with words is just the simplest and most direct way to express your missing towards a person.

Things was never the same from the moment I made my decision.Yes,going home is of coz a looking forward thing to me coz it means I'll get to see cc real soon*Wink*. But the most heart broken part was when you see the pair of eyes saying:"I'm gonna really miss you." All I can do is to hug you as tight as i could and say:"Me too." Really,I've never had this kind of feeling before,and you did make a difference to that.You almost made me cry that day.From your reaction,I knew instantly you are one of those that will not go away.Adds to it,you really looked damn vulnerable and looks like people in need of tender loving care since then.

Sometimes it's really the environment that makes people feel so deep about something.The other day i was on the tram and as the people and cars,and the streets passed by,suddenly i felt so close to this place where i've been living for almost 3 years.Instantly i felt like crying.It reminded me of my first day in Melbourne,the scenarios of my foundation mates queing to register for class,for that was the first time all of us met.And guess what,all of us have been friends since then and the person who accompanied throughout this 3 years was Franco(bitch of the century was the name we used to address each other for 3 years).Never thought that he will become my first really close guy friend.We'll still be seeing each other for at least half a year,i really can't imagine how would it be like when i'm leaving melbourne for good.

I knew instantly that things will never be the same from the moment i board the plane this time.But it definitely has to go on.I guess what everyone needs to do now is stop counting down how many days more left etc.It's not New Years' Eve or Christmas time.All it does is add salts to the wound.Enjoy the time left with your friends and leave down as many memories as you can with them.Eg:Take loads of photos.At least you have the photos to cry and reminisce about when you miss this special friend.Show them to your grandchildren and tell them proudly:"Hey,that's po po's uni life...Look at all the cool friends I have!!!"

Currently:The heavy rain outside has cover up the shower of tears in my heart recently...

My weekend

Been having this mix feelings lately,which requires me to make some sort of decision...And finally,I've made up my mind and will not change it anymore...

Went to the RMIT Volunteer Night on Thursday to receive my certificate as a volunteer for student rep...It was much more grand than the previous year and it was not until that night i realized RMIT really does have a lot of volunteers...Guess i wana participate more in those activities next year...Nothing really interesting except for some of the food served that night..wOOoooo...

On Friday,was supposed to walk around to get some presents for friends.Walked for 2 hours and it was alraedy quite tiring,maybe bcoz i was not in the mood to shop that afternoon.So ended up eating at Brunetti's,while enjoying the sunny day wif this special person...Then,guess wat!!!I spent almost 2 hours hanging around at this special baseball glove chair...Just sitting there without doing anything.How cool huh!!!Can't be bothered wif the awkward eyes thrown at us by the people passing by...Then,had dinner at Ying Thai and headed off to watch Jen's performance at Melbourne Uni.It was great!But some of the dance were quite boring,talking about human body languange and body art...

Didn't do much on Saturday,just went out to meet up wif a friend and had dinner with Stephanie.It was a good one because we basically just crap about stuffs while enjoying our very big portion dinner.Then,went to Max Brenner!!!The Bald Man!!!huahuahua...Had dark chocolate Suckao!!!huahuahua...Sipping mua hot chocolate and just look at the people around there,it's really cool!!!

Today was the last day of my film shooting.This is my last production for the course.No more tv for next year,i'm gonna so miss it.Set out nice and shine to South Bank and prepared ourself for the shooting.It was much more organized than the first shooting,but still there's always these technical problems and some discussions...But overall i think it was really cool.Mainly bcoz we have two great actors-Simon and Maryanne!!!They are really cool peoplezzzzzz...Had dinner with Maryanne and i really like her...hhahahahhahaha...She's a Italian girl with great smile.I'll faint if she look straight into my eyes with her trademark smile.huahuahua...Just exaggerating...Not only that she's pretty,but also her personality and her pair of eyes is just so attractive.It was great chatting wif her and see how passionate she is towards acting.The best part was her hug.It was the best hug I've ever experienced, a hug which melts my heart instantly.^^AwwWwww...Actually,she does melts my heart in many ways...^^huhuhu

SwwoOshhh,another day...

Last Sunday was great fun coz it was the first day of our short film shooting.Arrived early in the morning at Steph's house to set up and was so damn excited about it.Actors arrived on time,both of them were so cute and friendly.And guess wat,they clicked!I think the guy is interested in the girl.Now i understand why a film can go on shooting for 2-3 years in real life.Coz when you're in the production,u tend to make the best out of it.Imagine our 3 minutes short film wif around 10 peanut scenes took us 12 hours to shoot,and there's still another day of shooting on this coming Sunday.

After all our essays and test, we decided to head for a movie on Tuesday. 'The 40 year old virgin'!!!WoooHOoooo...The name itself was more than enough to attract us to watch it. And i think it's really funny and 'educational'. Well,at least for myself...LOL...Sometimes you just need this kind of movie to release your laughs to the max, and leave your worries behind.

Sometimes i just find this word so intimidating and scary-TIME.It can pass by so fast without you realizing it at all. Can't believe that i have offcially ended my 13 weeks of classes this semester and that's it!Felt as though i just came back from home the first day and patiently waiting for time to pass.Guess it was all bcoz our so interesting entertainment and activities this semester.Can't even catch up wif the pace time runs.Looking back at my diary,i realized how much i've done wif my friends and the only thing left in my small little brain are 'Memories'!!!Such a beautiful word to describe my feelings right now...Most of them are memories of joy for sure...It's funny how diary can bring you back to the scenes and reminds you of everything.Especially when you have notes from friends etc...Eg: 'Dinner wif the gang at 7','BBQ dinner @ 7','Clubbing @ Heat','Drinking session wif ski trip gang'...etc...I'm sure it will be tears of joy when i leave Melbourne for good.^^I guess one day it is jsut so necessary for me to compile the things i did in Melbourne together and keep as my own reference in the future.Can't believe that my uni life is goin to end really soon.And I'm just so proud and glad to tell everyone that my uni life had been a really positive and memorable one.

Thanks guys for filling my uni life wif sweet Memories!!!

RMIT Communication Ball 2005

As i've mentioned,Thursday was the RMIT Comm Ball...I was so excited for the ball,so i kicked off the thursday early in the morning to double checked my law essay before handing in...It's really not a good essay,but I think i've tried my best so no point worrying about it now...Coz i have much more things to do on that day...which is the BALL!!!hahahhahahahaha...

After TV class,headed straight back home to take a shower and rushed off to the salon to get my hair done...I'm happy about the outcome and by the time i finished,there's only less than an hour left for me to get ready...Coz *eHemmm* our limousine will be arriving at our doorstep at 6.15 pm...hahahahahhaha...YES!The seven of us decided to pampered ourself by hiring a limo to fetch us to the venue...How cool huh!!!Wore my pinky dress and start to put on makeups...Everyone looks great that day,the first to arrived at our house was Franco...He got his hair done too and i think he looks great in his suit and new tie...Then,our Richie arrived,to iron his clothes...=.="""But he looks cool in tie and suit too...and he wore my all time fav brand-Polo shirt...hahahahhaha...Then,the girls arrived and i think all of them looks really gorgeous...And i really do mean very very pretty!!!Everyones' in their heels and best dress...Left the apartment sharp 6.15...Only to realized that the limo was late!!!!!!But anyway,everything just paid off when we saw this white grand limo in front of us...Gawd!The chauffeur has this Italian look...In his fifties i guess...But i think he's damn cool too...Name's Peter...

We were like Wah,wah,wah when we boarded the limo...And we had a complimentary bottle of champagne...He drove us around the city before going to the venue-South Atlantic Wharf.The journey was fun,only some occassional dizzy...Maybe bcoz of the champagne and we were all starving!!!Took loads of photos as usual.When we arrived at the venue,we were so reluctant to leave the car coz no one was there to witness our coolness!!!HAHAHhahahaha...But once we opened the door,all this students in cab start to arrived...And we were like:"Envy huh,only cool people like us comes in limo..."HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA...Neway,was a great experience...I used to be the person trying to peeped inside the limo unintentionally last time,but this time,i'm enjoying the moment of being peeped...^^

It was a masquerade ball so some people came wif different and very unique masks...The atmosphere was so different and i enjoyed the feeling when we entered the ball...Everyone's standing,chatting in their most glamour posture...Guess what,the thing which attracted us the most was the spring rolls!!!Our table was really good,right in the center...Most of us drank...I supposed that's soemthing which you must do when you're in a ball...I had only two glasses of champagne and i'm alraedy at the top of my brain...Duno why but mayb champagne takes a heavier effect on me...Guess i just can't tolerate with hihg alcohol...Needed the help of my beloved friends to make sure i walk straight...huahuahua...That't when u see the power of friends huh...Sort of dance for a while at the dance floor and headed off to the after party...The party bus was sooooooo coolllll!!!KEWL!!!Most of us were damn high,especially when we heard the music in the bus...Everything was great,but the after party place was not too nice...which was quite *potong stim*...^^I guess the music played were not our cup of tea...After all,we were quite tired and left at aroun 1 o'clock...

I really enjoyed myself at the comm ball...And i guess all of us did too...!!!It's definitely once in a lifetime thing where u have to experience during your uni days...Will upload the photos soon in flickr...huhuhu...

Special quote to u,thanks for the "milk&dark raisins":
'Great minds think alike'

Censor everything around me...

Finally...and finally...I've finished my law essay...As if i have do it for ages,but in fact,i jsut started few days ago...But at least,i'm done!Was reading it again and again,doesn't sounds good at all...But i tink i'm slacking off and is constantly distracted by the things around me...Therefore,i surrender and close the file...Will hand in tmr and off,i'll be preparing for my communication ball tmr nite...woOOhhOOOOo...

I guess everyone's excited about the ball coz i can predict that it will be a great nite...Was thinking of renting either the pumpkin carriage or a J.Lo's limousine to fetch all of us to the venue...wahuahuahua...It's my first time attending a uni ball..And it's a Masquerade Ball!!!All the cross culture thingy and just enjoy the fun wif the coolest gang around,and there will be a after party...WOoooooooo...Oh ya,i spent three days eyeing, trying, and hunting for dress...Thanks to Elina and Irene,sacrificing their time for me,sitting in the fitting room for more than an hour to see which dress fits me well...Even the woman working in the fitting room recgonised me and said:"Oh dear,tell me how many days will u take to choose your dress when u get married??Tell me!!!" AHAHhahahahahahhaha...Sigh,people like me wif no perfect body shape will have to rely on the dress to createthe false 'illusion'...wahwawawwa...OooOoohhh...

Oh ya,a friend told me that there might be some potential terrorists in Melbourne city lately. Just a reminder, friends in Melbourne just take extra care...Whether or not it's true,just be careful when u walk around...

Happy Birthday San a.k.a Jasper!!!Jiak Jiak!!!As i've said,stay young k...and maintain yr jasper cool character eventhough u wana grow up...Coz i'll be Jiaking u whenever i see u...Miss u loads...Love ya!!!Happy BBbbbuurrrpppdayyy!!!*Wink Wink*

Wrap up

Time to wrap up my holiday...It has been a really full and utilised week...Full utilised the week by filling in loads of activities...I'm so proud of myself...wahahhahahahahha...

Neway,just crapping...As usual,met Joseph for lunch on friday and he brought us to this economic rice place for lunch...*DUH* Aint too bad but i guess i wont take a tram all the way to eat it...Once in a while is fine...He sort of insisted on bringing us around the grammar school nearby to have a look...The students are on hols...*DUH* I guess he just love to see us more so he suggested to eat the egg tart in chinatown...huahuahua...which i tink instantly he grabbed our interest,coz eating is our priority...!!!He spent us the egg tart and i tink it's nice...!!!huhuhu...Roamed around the city to hunt for dress after the lunch...Was supposed to do some work but then,again,after lunch is always a good excuse to slack off a bit...A good company explains all!!!Met up wif Haw Chuan and his family for dinner at Lygon...Very special pizza place,whereby they serve pizza dolce...Especially attracted by their mix chocolate pizza...huahuahua...And from the outlook of the shop,it seems like an abandoned house...But guess wat,good things always hide themselves...Thanks ya Howch for your Haigh's chocs...I'll follow your instructions for sure...^^One hour one choc...

I wonder when will i realised the consequences of slacking and procrastination...Coz on Saturday my plan was supposed to be reading books and write my law essay,then head to the Gorgeous fashion show in the afternoon...But then, i woke up early in the morning to watch dramas and eat...=.="""What a good girl huh!!!Thanks to Val we got the tickets for free...Thanks dear!!!I tink the event was alright...Sometimes,i jsut enjoy the moments whereby u just sit down wif a fren for no reason and crap about all sorts of things...No serious topics on,but just loads of insane and funny acts and jokes...So cool huh!!!It's not easy to bumped into the 'clickable' person no matter how hard u tried... huahuahua...Proud to say that i found my 'click'...

Today,met up wif Selina for lunch...Finally!!!hahahahhahaha...Both of us stood in front of the restaurant,waiting for it to open...Was so embarrassing,but then we had a great talk...jz catching up and talks about our future and the good ol' times...I'm sure most of my friends kno that i used to admire her very much...ahahhahahahahha...Coz i tink she's really cool!!!Then,went to Myers wif Franco and Sze to continue my journey on hunting for dress...tried on a couple and cut down to three...I'm still deciding which to buy...Sigh...huahauhua...Damn syok when i ran in and out of the fitting room to show them how i looked like...Then,went to the salon to get my hair done...Finally!!!huahuahua...no more blondy...whihc makes me look more descent...(although all the while i'm already a very descent girl...wahahhahahahahha)People reading this plz do not vomit in fron of the computer...wakakakakkakakaka...

Right now i'm feeling really tired coz i jz finished drawing the storyboard wif richie...A lot more work to do...