My Memory Lane
When I tried to recall the first thing tht came to my mind when I kno I'm going to study in Australia, instantly this line appear...'3 years!!!almost 1000 days!!!What will happen and how can i get thru the 3 years???' But now, i'm surprised tht it's coming to an end soon and i'll be off to the working industry sooner than i've expected. This brings me to think tht no matter how long is the duration, or how day u have been anticipating for is maybe 10 years ahead, it will come one day. The day will come without even realising it. And it is during the period of waiting for the day to come, our life experiences increase to a great amount. We will have to go through so many stage in life in order to wait for the special day to come.
Must be wondering wat makes me think of all this...?!? It was bcoz of a friend who will be going to study in Melbourne next year. Might be my potential housemate...^^ It's her first time and same as me 3 years ago, she's only 18. She asked me many questions which I asked my friends 3 years ago. All of a sudden, she makes me feel tht I have grown in many ways and I've learnt so many precious lessons during this 3 years of personality polish in Melbourne. Three years ago, I insisted to leave KL asap in a broken heart and tears. 3 years later I was so proud of myself for making the decision to study in Melbourne and true enough, I'll be filled with tears when I leave the place. Tears of joy people!!! It's really once in a life time experience and there's no detour in front to go back. I have the most personal precious experiences and memories all stored in a section of my brain. I name it my 'Memory Lane'...The people, the place, the uni, the happy moments, the many first timessssss...etc...
True enough, as you grow older, u tend to have emotions on different things. The slightest thing might end up as the biggest. Today, while watching a 45 mins vcd, I was so into it tht I cried for the whole 45 mins. Sometimes I think soundless cry is quite comfortable (for me). All u need is to sit there and let your tears flow according to your emotions. I felt so comfortable when I was sitting in front of the black box alone, admiring the movie with tears. It gave me the space to think and release my emotions. Not tht I was sad or watever, sometimes I think a person jz need this kind of movie to unlock all the hidden emotions. It's like shouting out loud in front of the ocean...
Must be wondering wat makes me think of all this...?!? It was bcoz of a friend who will be going to study in Melbourne next year. Might be my potential housemate...^^ It's her first time and same as me 3 years ago, she's only 18. She asked me many questions which I asked my friends 3 years ago. All of a sudden, she makes me feel tht I have grown in many ways and I've learnt so many precious lessons during this 3 years of personality polish in Melbourne. Three years ago, I insisted to leave KL asap in a broken heart and tears. 3 years later I was so proud of myself for making the decision to study in Melbourne and true enough, I'll be filled with tears when I leave the place. Tears of joy people!!! It's really once in a life time experience and there's no detour in front to go back. I have the most personal precious experiences and memories all stored in a section of my brain. I name it my 'Memory Lane'...The people, the place, the uni, the happy moments, the many first timessssss...etc...
True enough, as you grow older, u tend to have emotions on different things. The slightest thing might end up as the biggest. Today, while watching a 45 mins vcd, I was so into it tht I cried for the whole 45 mins. Sometimes I think soundless cry is quite comfortable (for me). All u need is to sit there and let your tears flow according to your emotions. I felt so comfortable when I was sitting in front of the black box alone, admiring the movie with tears. It gave me the space to think and release my emotions. Not tht I was sad or watever, sometimes I think a person jz need this kind of movie to unlock all the hidden emotions. It's like shouting out loud in front of the ocean...
posted by Krystal at 1:07 AM
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