Yes! It's true!

Yes!It's a fact that I'm finally back to KL after the many fakings. Arrived yesterday night together with Richie. I was really glad that Richie was with me yesterday throughout the journey, orelse I don't know how can I stand the loneliness in the flight. After saying goodbye to one of the most precious and closest person to you, it always feels good to have another close friend beside you, joking and chatting abt everything. Irene came to sent us off yesterday and maybe I wished she wasn't there to see me off. It was more than 10 times sadder than I first came to Melbourne two years ago when I was in the car saying goodbye to her and seeing her walk back alone. It was the second time I'm experiencing the same scene. When I turned back, all I can see is her back and I really hate to see it. As this time it's for real that I'm leaving and it also marks the end of my uni life with her in Melbourne. No more waiting for her @ rmit bookshop or sitting around the uni chairs to carry out our AJ task.

I'm back home now but I still feel her presence around me. Should I feel happy or sad? Because this means I'm really missing her badly. But I guess this is a must go through stage in life. No one will be there for you forever. The most important thing is you carry the person in your heart. Anyway, the buncho effect she had on me are now all stored securely in my brain. I won't allow myself to drop a single colour coz they are just too precious to lose even a drop. I'll reminisce them whenever I miss her. You know a friend is important when you want to say anything to them except for goodbye. This word is better left unsaid. It breaks my heart when I waved and say the word to u. Pumpkin, I miss you! Make sure you are in perfect condition when I see you again next time because I'm gonna hug you really hard with uncountable kisses on your face. So amke sure you can take it both physically and mentally. Prove it to me!!!*You must be darn looking forward to it now* Waiting huh!!! *Wink* I miss manja-ing you edi...and calling you pumpkin in a damn fud-hao way. But you just loveeee it...~~~

Anyway, woke up damn early this morning. 5am!!! Can you believe it?!!! Can't get myself to sleep well. And from the minute I woke up, my mouth just don't have the chance to stop unitl right now. Started off with nasi lemak coz I really craved for it. Then, ate lots of junk food and then chicken rice. I was basically lying on my bed like a lazy pig, eating and watching astro like a girl just released from the nowhere. Can you imagine how I look like when I was eating greedily while lying on the bed? I'm sure my pumpkin can imagine it. Did your mamie said not to friend with people who eats like that??!! 'My mamie asked me not to friend with...' =>

Didn't want to go out or meet anyone today. Havent' even see cc today. Just want to be alone and have a good rest before doing anything. That's why I'm blogging now! Currently, thinking what food should I eat later to satisfy my already contented face.

ps: The time stamp is all Australia time. As usual, I'm not going to change it. Makes me feel that I'm still in Melbourne... ^^