Silence makes perfect

Sometimes people ask me:'Why do you like to stay alone sometimes? Why are you not going out on a nice day like this?'

I guess soemtimes silence is the perfect time to think. Think of your future, where you want to go, and where you stand now. Who knows you might gain something from it?!! My day off uni today was the perfect time for me to stay at home to gather my thoughts. Housemate was not at home today, so I had the house all to myself with my speaker on full blast. I was putting my brain wires together to think of my philosophy and concept for the fashion promotion homework and doing some research for the few presentation in two weeks time.

When I was looking at some of the websites, this particular song by 'them' was playing. My immediate reaction was open up a new internet explorer page and start my search on some prospective companies and job which I have in mind since long ago. I was looking through Galaxy, 98.8, Astro etc. Everytime I look at the companies, all I can say is I'm impressed. It was the 10th or 11th times I've been looking through their portfolio but my feeling was still the same. At that moment, how I wished I'm done with my degree and the next thing is to jump straight into the industry I've been having passion for years.

"Young people who enjoy planning and managing spectacular concerts and events. Young people who enjoy dealing with superstars and celebrities. Young people who enjoy working with top management personnel from various corporations."

I wished I'm one of the young people mentioned above by the companies in the very near future. I saw the list of events they held every year, saw the list of people involved in the event, saw how interesting and fun it was through the photos displayed. I'm touched and constantly imagining myself as part of the family. I want to meet them. I want to work with them. They became my main strength in my studies and work hard my most wanted achievement in the industry. I guess my passion towards the industry was indirectly influenced by them. Now I realised how much impact they have on me. It was until these days I realised the importance. Sound silly and immatured I guess. But I guess it's not a bad thing if someone can actually inspire and encourage you for the dream you've always wanted. Ps: Btw, the 'them' I refer to here is not the companies. *wink* It's...lalala*****

Currently working hard on writing a good and presentable CV. Mum's been asking me to write it asap. Will start to send out in April, two months before I'm due to head home. Now it feels as though I'm in a new stage of my life. Mum no more nag me about studies, instead, she talks about job search and work or maybe how many % of my salary belongs to her. But at least she's supportive towards what I want to work as in the future despite some negative comments about the industry. Whether or not I will turn bad (smoke, work as if there's no day and night...etc)...hahhhahahahaha...I'm feeling the pressure of job search my friends experienced months ago. By then, I'm no more a student but an adult, an amatuer adult walking out of my comfort zone to face the real corporate world!