Decision making

I'm very excited about my trip back to Melbourne this coming Saturday. Every morning I wake up, I jst somehow felt happy as each morning marks a day nearer to my return to Melbourne. Been planning our stay there and where to go since two weeks ago. Believe me, I've nvr felt so excited and looking forward to a place. Somehow I guess the city jst reminds me of many memories. Sometimes I thought to myself, 'Hmmm, maybe I shld have stayed there for another year to further my studies.' Oh well...

Last week was my weakest thought week. I was thrown into a situation whereby I need to make a decision. It's hard, I was disturbed by it and I can feel my moodswing. People around me suffer from it, and I felt terribly sorry. After much consultation, I've made up my mind. My heart was in total pain when I said no today. As though I've been stabbed on my heart. I can feel how much I want to say yes deep down inside, but I couldn't. It's painful. It's hard. I hope my patience for now will gain me positive return in the future. Well, I guess you jst need to choose between passion and reality. But I was really happy that someone actually noticed my passion. It was the best compliment on me.

Just a short entry to update my life lately. Besides working, there's nothing much happening. Occasional ups and downs, like a rollercoaster, and that's how life goes! But there's always this someone who can cheer me up regardless of any moment. At least I know the next 14 days will definitely boost my adrenaline to the top level. I'm looking forward to meeting all of u again, my first ever formal convo which marks a perfect full stop to my student identity. I need this getaway trip to recharge my battery. So it'd better be a good one^^!!!