New sets of emotions
Finally, I took my time off and initiative to post an entry. Thanks to a friend who reminded me that I've been neglecting 'My Circle' for some time.
I realised the conversations among friends nowadays have changed. Our lines are something like this: 'What should we wear for our interviews?', 'Should we be more formal or cool?', 'Do you think you'll get along with your future colleagues?', 'Have you send application to any companies?'...on and on and on...
It's funny how all of us are experiencing a new stage of life. Ask me, and I'll tell you I'm really excited and looking forward to it. Looking forward to it, but there should be a preparation to face the sacrifices after the excitement.
It's 12 minutes passed twelve now. Exactly one month before I'm due to head back home. It's another thing which I'm looking forward to, and at the same time, not really looking forward to. ^^ I'm sure everyone who's reading this line understand what I mean and how it feels. In one month's time, I'll be leaving the place who have shaped me and accompanied me for the past 3.5 years. The place which left me with tonnes of memories and unlimited access of freedom(hohoho, mum's gonna stare straight into my eyes if she sees this^^). The place which makes me realised, 'Hey, who says it's hard to find friendship in uni years?' I found heaps here!!!
Since the first day I arrived at Melbourne, enrolled myself into the course, started my first conversation with people outside Malaysia, I know I'll have the chance to know friends coming from different parts of the world and I know I'm going to face separation with them in a few years time. All I can say is, time flies! It's not the fact that we are not going to see each other anymore, it is the experiences and things that happened among all of us, together as a whole: The jokes, bitching, laughing, bingeing...
Nowadays when I bumped into friends in the uni, they'll asked me when am I leaving. Told them when, and they look at me and said, 'What? So fast...etc etc...' I felt bitter and sourish though everytime I see their reactions...Implies that I'm not going to see most of them in at least 10-15 years time. It's time for me to go through these feelings.
I realised the conversations among friends nowadays have changed. Our lines are something like this: 'What should we wear for our interviews?', 'Should we be more formal or cool?', 'Do you think you'll get along with your future colleagues?', 'Have you send application to any companies?'...on and on and on...
It's funny how all of us are experiencing a new stage of life. Ask me, and I'll tell you I'm really excited and looking forward to it. Looking forward to it, but there should be a preparation to face the sacrifices after the excitement.
It's 12 minutes passed twelve now. Exactly one month before I'm due to head back home. It's another thing which I'm looking forward to, and at the same time, not really looking forward to. ^^ I'm sure everyone who's reading this line understand what I mean and how it feels. In one month's time, I'll be leaving the place who have shaped me and accompanied me for the past 3.5 years. The place which left me with tonnes of memories and unlimited access of freedom(hohoho, mum's gonna stare straight into my eyes if she sees this^^). The place which makes me realised, 'Hey, who says it's hard to find friendship in uni years?' I found heaps here!!!
Since the first day I arrived at Melbourne, enrolled myself into the course, started my first conversation with people outside Malaysia, I know I'll have the chance to know friends coming from different parts of the world and I know I'm going to face separation with them in a few years time. All I can say is, time flies! It's not the fact that we are not going to see each other anymore, it is the experiences and things that happened among all of us, together as a whole: The jokes, bitching, laughing, bingeing...
Nowadays when I bumped into friends in the uni, they'll asked me when am I leaving. Told them when, and they look at me and said, 'What? So fast...etc etc...' I felt bitter and sourish though everytime I see their reactions...Implies that I'm not going to see most of them in at least 10-15 years time. It's time for me to go through these feelings.
posted by Krystal at 12:06 AM
3 Comments:
Totally understand yr feeling, my dear. *hugsssss* Take care & take time to say goodbye to everyone. Take a good look at Melbourne & come back to reunite with me. I've miss you enough....!! Now it's my turn~~~
You will never know know how sad i am, when I read your blog. I was writing my dairy at 2am. It reminded me that my best friend peach is leaving me forever. Certainly, we are still alive in our places, but we will never know when we can really share the quality of time like these 3.5 years again. Time goes fast. You are the most beautiful partner in my education supper, which i really don't want to leave. We will definitely rock the Media and PR industries. I will tell Ar Sa u love her. Don't worry, peach. Loving you.
Seriously, am gonna miz U here babe. Though we seldom hang out, still can't believe U are going back to KL soon =( Anyway..hope i'll see U soon, either when U come back to Melb in Dec, or when I visit Malaysia..i'll see U with Irene =)
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