My last weekend in Melbourne

Finally, I'm officially done with all exams and assignments, unofficially declared myself as a grad student. When I handed in my last fashion assignment, all I had in mind was: 'Hmmm,is that it? Is that how it feels?'

The heavy, uncomfortable feeling is still staying warm and cosy in my heart but I can't say what is it. I guess it's just the transition period and it takes time to adapt to it. I'm pretty much done with everything, packed up most of my stuff into cartons, once they are off to the forwarders tmr, I'm pretty much just waiting to fly home. The real home I've not been leaving permanently for the past few years. The real home I'm going to live permanently for the rest of my life. The real home which I will continue my journey by adding interesting colors into it.

Had dinners and bid my goodbyes with some of the friends. Mmmmmm, it was not easy. But that's part of life. Who likes to say the word goodbye to friends? It's never easy to say goodbye.

I'm really looking forward to spend more time with cc to patch things up. To reorganise bits and pieces of puzzles left out during the past few years. Realised how important it is to have someone you love beside you, be there whenever you need him. Feelings on him fluctuates. But him, being the only one who can bring me onto a emotional rollercoaster ride, I guess I'm pretty much addicted to him. I wonder what will happen? Things might work out, or, it might not work well. Hmmmmm...We'll see!

Watched Poseidon today and surprisingly, it was good! Good as in you have no time to think or to settle down your thoughts. No space to work out what will be their next step. At least the things they did make sense to me and it's not like:'WooooW, look at this stunt! Look at that special effects!' Instead, I was like: 'Eeeewww, that's painful! OMG! That hurts!' I felt sad for the passengers on board actually.

Currently: Predicting my feelings when I stepped out of KLIA...